27 July

16 years and the same old white hair, dry skin, weak ankles and aching back.

being nice

I thought that being nice meant the compromise, sacrifice of one’s own interest to help others. I sometimes blame myself for things I give up to fulfil the favour. Sometimes I wished I were more selfish instead of being nice all the time.

The Lord showed me otherwise. Things would work out in the end, with faith in Him. I really wanted to play invigorate (not that I’m good haha) but realised that it clashes with chemistry wonderland. After showing some frustration (not as violent as last time but still…), I chose to repay Mr Teo’s trust in me. I even helped cleared up after everything without complains and with a big happy smile on my face instead. Rushing to the hall after, I realised that I did not miss anything!

A small, insignificant matter but it reminded me that one should not think of personal benefits all the time. I thank the Lord too for Cleaven and Koganti, who calmed me down, as well as YY and Yvonne who cared and listened. God bless them.

Since Us

“How has your perspective changed since us?” was asked on msn.

“us” referring to USA and not us meaning us two, as I realised a moment later. Haha what made me think it was the latter at first?

Who said that was doesn’t matter really, even though I probably wouldn’t have misinterpreted if it were someone else.

Yet I found the misinterpreted meaning very sweet. “Since we were together” but more implicit, an experience only two would have, a meaning only two would know. A pleasant change since together, of dependence; one cannot do without the other.

Can’t help but smile whenever I recall that.

Since us? We were never together; we may never, but times we shared there still.

Of Cost and Lost

Opportunity lost is an opportunity cost. Glad I tried even though I didn’t make it.

tnc or mnc?

One solution to answer q1 of SS assignment: Call the company hotline.

"Welcome to abc company helpdesk. To know if abc is a tnc or mnc, please press 1."

let down

Wordpress let me down. Cannot log in, cannot access past entries. Pang sei.

Lost valuable memorials and quotes, only resort is to search the cached.

Hope this does not disappoint too.