I thought that being nice meant the compromise, sacrifice of one’s own interest to help others. I sometimes blame myself for things I give up to fulfil the favour. Sometimes I wished I were more selfish instead of being nice all the time.
The Lord showed me otherwise. Things would work out in the end, with faith in Him. I really wanted to play invigorate (not that I’m good haha) but realised that it clashes with chemistry wonderland. After showing some frustration (not as violent as last time but still…), I chose to repay Mr Teo’s trust in me. I even helped cleared up after everything without complains and with a big happy smile on my face instead. Rushing to the hall after, I realised that I did not miss anything!
A small, insignificant matter but it reminded me that one should not think of personal benefits all the time. I thank the Lord too for Cleaven and Koganti, who calmed me down, as well as YY and Yvonne who cared and listened. God bless them.
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