Today I met Cleaven and we happened to talk about Mr Chang, chemistry lecturer. I realised that he is quite similar to me... the way he says he can be very fierce when angry but everyone laughs instead. I used to say "I am angry" but give a boyish smile such that people think I'm not being serious.

"I'm angry."
"Hahaha you're smiling." *Smiles*
"Oh." *smiles wider*

I miss the old me. How smiling can solve my anger so easily. How people laughing off my seriousness (hee..) helps me brush it off myself. Now I am angry less often, but I smile less too.